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Hands and Small Objects

Cicy Ching Sze Yin

早幾年開始興起本土的手作市集,大概是人們經歷了工業時代的洗禮,厭倦了一式一樣的產品或生活模式;手作的溫度、純粹和獨特帶來對物品價值的反思,在製造過程中傾注滿滿情感,是人性化的東西。本地藝術家程詩賢(Cicy)喜歡用雙手去製造一些小東西,那些有溫度、情感和故事的小東西。今年年初,她把過往零碎的創作集合並重新展示出來,於上環的Contemporary Crafts Centre舉辦了《開箱 – 雜。習。集。》(Unpacking – mashups, practices, collections)展覽。這是個人的小型回顧展,打開了Cicy的情感日記,分享生活點滴,與觀眾一起來一趟自我觀照的旅程。

Cicy說她第一次認真地做手作是十多歲的時候,是送給媽媽的生日禮物。「媽媽是做裁縫的,小時候的家沒有一般的家俬,而是十多部衣車圍繞著正中的兩張大裁床。不同的姨姨來家上課,討論著剪裁、布料時,我便躲在裁床下一邊觀察一邊為紙公仔剪裁新的衣服。過年時,媽媽會為我度身定造新衣,我也曾認真地模仿她的專業,做衣服送給她作為生日禮物。」Cicy說早已忘了那件衣服是什麼樣子,只記得媽媽並不欣賞。「她說我浪費時間,有時間應該去好好讀書。這件事令我不開心了好幾年呢!後來細心想,也許這反映著她對自己人生的不認同,她的勞動手作並沒有得到應有的社會認同,所以不想我走一樣的路。」但這件事無礙她繼續創作,反而讓她明白美與不美,也視乎觀者的情感和想像。

Cicy常被冠以「首飾設計師」的稱謂,但若細心看她的作品,卻又不止於首飾設計。「也許是因為我在大學教授首飾,而我又經常為首飾『說話』,所以別人便會認為我只是做首飾設計。若要把我的創作分類定義,我會說是當代首飾,發掘首飾的可能性,並會做一些小型雕塑。我喜歡小型物件,如果這物件與身體的關係濃厚的話,它就是首飾。創作這些小物件對我來說就如寫日記般,透過物件來思考,是一種情感的記錄。」

首飾,被賦予慾望、愛、珍貴等概念,Cicy卻一直懷疑這些社會傳統的價值觀。「女性出嫁時越多的金器代表越幸福、首飾是禮物、越貴重越好,又或是經典的廣告標語『鑽石恆久遠,一顆永留存』所說的『擁有鑽石就等於擁有了永恆的愛』,是真的嗎?這些價值觀都值得我們深思。」Cicy曾以一些脆弱的物料來製作首飾,它們幾乎脆弱的只能觀賞,「若果首飾最後只淪為一種物質價值,會令我有點難受。沒有東西是永恆的,它們的物質價值都是短暫的。」於是,首飾成為一種形式表達自己的想法,因為它跟身體有很大的聯繫,當看到的東西與一貫的認知不同時,這種矛盾便會引起觀者的反思。」

由上年年中開始,Cicy開展了「升級再造香港」(Upcycling Hong Kong)的研究項目,探討首飾設計、升級再造和香港的關係。「今年舉辦的《ReSource/ ReSearch》和《RePlace/ RePlay》展覽分別展出研究的成果和最後的創作成品。除了實體展覽,我們亦和Things That Talk等網上平台合作,讓大眾更了解展品的背後故事,如物質文化和藝術歷史等。」Cicy說,以往從沒思考過「香港製造」,她以雙手去創作一些東西,它們本來就是在香港製造。「就如呼吸一樣,不用去強調啊。也許近年的環境轉變,讓我們重新注視本土工藝和創作,所以才會想特別地去強調吧。」她相信每件物品都有一個適合它存在的地方,若認為它沒用,是因為錯配了位置。「Upcycling是你需要重新看多它一眼,把它放在適合的地方,它便有用。」Cicy說,她在別人眼中是喜愛「執垃圾」的人,朋友會給她很多「沒用」的東西,如刻有花紋的玻璃、破爛了的金屬和漆碗等,她習慣把它們先切割,並磨成一塊塊手心大小的碎件,創作時便可以隨意地拿來用。

《開箱 – 雜。習。集。》展覽中的〈母與子〉系列,記錄了她為孩子做的玩具,樸實平凡的小東西是一些讓他們互動的物件,記載著相處的時光。孩子如同清風吹醒了他,帶她重回童年,重新發現以往沒留意的小事物。說起最喜歡的首飾,Cicy說是兒子在幼稚園時做的「飲筒」頸鍊。「當時他只有3歲,老師教他們利用繩、剪短了的彩色飲管和珠子做一條頸鍊送給媽媽作為母親節禮物,並教他們如何分中對稱,做一條漂亮的頸鍊。我在前往接兒子的途中,看到其他媽媽戴著那些頸鍊,心想很土氣呢!(笑)當我看到兒子做的頸鍊無法把飲筒排列整齊,胡亂地加上珠子時,我心裡大呼『仔,你很有型!』這條頸鍊被我小心翼翼地放在珠寶盒裡,在隆重場合才會配戴。首飾是否珍貴,應該是與人和情有關吧。」

Cicy說,今年他的兒子要升中學了,她決定暑假便移民加拿大。「移民後也會繼續做手作吧,人性化的需求是一生一世的。」

The increasing popularity of handmade craft markets and fairs is presumably a result of people’s frustration with the mass production and mundanity of everyday life. Handmade products are unique and bespoke. They are a display of craftsmanship and emotions and lead us to reflect on the true value of goods. Local artist, Cicy Ching is fond of crafting small items — those that carry a story, emotions, and warmth. Earlier this year, she gathered some of her previous work and held an exhibition titled, Unpacking: mashups, practices, collection, at the Contemporary Crafts Centre in Sheung Wan. The commemorative exhibition is a reflection of Cicy’s daily life, thoughts, and emotions, which, at the same time, encourages the viewers to take part in this journey of self-reflection.

Cicy recalled that she was around ten when she first made an actual effort in handcrafting: a birthday present for her mother. “My mother was a tailor. We didn’t have any furniture at home when I was young. What we had were two large work tables surrounded by more than a dozen sewing machines. There were always ladies coming to our home for lessons. When they talked about tailoring and fabrics, I’d hide underneath the work table to observe them while making new clothes for my paper dolls. During the Chinese New Year, my mother would tailor-make new clothes for me. So for her birthday, I imitated her style and tried to make clothes for her as a gift.” Cicy said she has long forgotten what that dress looked like. What she does remember is the disapproving face of her mother. “She said that it was a waste of time and that I should have spent my time studying instead. It made me sad for years! But then later on I realized it might be that she disapproves of her own life, as in, she worked hard as a tailor but wasn’t gaining the much-deserved recognition from society. She didn’t want me to follow in her footsteps.”

The birthday gift incident was a lesson for Cicy to understand that beauty is subjected to the viewer’s emotions and imagination. Nevertheless, she continued to embark on her creative journey.  

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People often called Cicy a “jewelry designer”. But if you look at her work carefully, you’ll realize her creations are much more than just jewelry design. “Maybe it’s because I teach jewelry at university, or that I often ‘speak’ for the jewelry, people usually think that I only do jewelry design. If I really have to define my work, I’d say it’s contemporary jewelry. I explore the multiple possibilities of jewelry and create small sculptures. I like small objects. If this object has a strong relationship with the body, I’d consider it a piece of jewelry. To me, creating small objects is like writing a diary. It is a kind of recording. A recording of emotions via an object.”

Jewelry has been given the meaning of desire, love, and preciousness etc. Yet Cicy always has doubts over these traditional social values. “When a woman gets married, the more goldwares she receives means the happier and more blessed she is. Jewelry is a gift, and the more valuable the better. There is a legendary diamond advertisement in Hong Kong that says, ‘A diamond is forever.’ Is it really the case that possessing a diamond means you can have eternal love? These values are worth discussing.” Cicy once used some really fragile materials to make jewelry, so fragile that they can only be viewed. “I will be sad if jewelry ends up as a pure commodity. Nothing is eternal. Material value is short-lived.” Therefore, jewelry becomes a form of expression because it is so closely connected with the body. When you see something that is different from your usual perspective, the contradiction will inspire you to think and reflect.”

Since mid-2020, Cicy has been working on a research project called “Upcycling Hong Kong” that aims to explore the relationship between jewelry design, upcycling, and Hong Kong.

“The exhibitions, ReSource/ ReSearch and RePlace/ RePlay, that were held this year showcase our research output as well as the resulting creations. In addition to physical exhibitions, we also cooperate with online platforms such as Things That Talk to offer extra channels for the general public to learn more about the exhibits, including the stories, culture, and art history behind them.” Cicy said that she had never thought much about the notion of “Made in Hong Kong”. She creates with her hands and that makes her work essentially made in Hong Kong. “It’s like breathing. You don’t have to stress about it. Perhaps the changes in recent years have drawn our attention to local crafts and creations again and that’s probably why we stress on the subject that much.” She believes that every item has a place that is meant for it. If you think something is useless, it’s because the item is misplaced. “Upcycling is about taking another look at the item and putting it in the right place to make it useful.” Cicy said that she is known as a “trash collector”. Her friends would give her lots of things that are no longer wanted, such as patterned glass, torn metalware, and lacquer bowls. She usually cuts them up and sand their edges. These small bits and pieces that have the size of her palm are handy when she creates.

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In Unpacking: mashups, practices, collection, there is a series titled Mother and Child. It is a collection of toys she made for her own child. Simple and ordinary small items that they used to play with. They are the memento of Cicy’s time together with her child. Cicy said that her child woke her up like a breeze and it took her back to her childhood to rediscover the small things that she once neglected. Speaking of her favorite piece of jewelry, Cicy said that it was a necklace made by her son with drinking straws when he was still in kindergarten.

“He was only 3 years old at the time. The teacher taught them how to make a necklace using string, cut-up straws, and beads. It was meant to be a Mother’s Day gift. The teacher even taught them how to make the necklace look symmetrical. On the way to pick up my son, I saw other mothers wearing those necklaces, and I thought to myself, how stupid is that! (laughs) But when I saw my son’s necklace that was so out of shape with beads randomly placed here and there, I screamed in my heart, ‘My boy! You are so cool!’ This necklace is now safely kept in my jewelry box, and I only wear it on special occasions. I think what makes a piece of jewelry valuable is love and affection.”

Cicy said that her son is going to secondary school this year and her family has decided to move to Canada during the summer. “I will probably continue to craft when I am in Canada. Bespoke creation is always needed.”

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