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Between Rooms

Wong Mei Yin

初到的時候茫茫白雪,回來的時候也是大雪紛飛。

今年一月,香港、台灣、日本等地都很冷,在香港的人們甚至會去大帽山看霜花,但有更多的朋友直接到北海道滑雪、賞雪。身在亞熱帶的我們總是對「雪」抱著無限憧憬,那個白濛濛的世界,總覺得軟綿綿的;雖然寒冷卻像被雪擁抱著,感受一份安定的靜謐。

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「你試過對一個陌生的地方產生非常熟悉的感覺嗎?」她問。

「我有,不然我如何從旅居到移居台南?」我說,在美諺(Mei Yin)還沒成年時,我們便認識,我是她的中學學姐,看著她在浸會大學AVA畢業、跟朋友出版《OTTO》小誌、還辦畫展⋯⋯我記憶中的她常常搬家,但我從來不問她原因,直到我們都長大,有能力選擇住在哪,過甚麼樣的日子,才能定義「家」吧。

「2018年我去了日本北海道札幌市進行一個月的藝術駐留,不知為何,就好喜歡,想來這裏嘗試生活一段時間。」後來的香港慢慢地轉變,我們、甚至全世界都開始對「旅行」、「旅居」產生不同的定義。

「去過旅行的地方都沒有讓你有這種感覺嗎?展覽中有一幅畫是從汽車後座看出去的,哪是甚麼地方?」司機的背影出現在畫中的左邊,同時反射在倒後鏡中,外面是一遍白濛濛的馬路,正前往哪裡呢?

「我小時就很嚮往冰島,很想去!那幅畫叫〈Rehearsal〉,當我因為偶然機會去了日本北海道,我十分喜歡這地方。回到香港,我想起冰島,也想念北海道,那時想不如完成夢想吧,去一次冰島,看究竟我是不是兩者都出於旅行而喜歡,還是我真的很喜歡北海道。所以想回去日本前,決定去下雪又寧靜的地方短暫停留一段時間,那是一次練習。」我有點沉醉於「短暫停留」這四個字,「旅行」或者帶著休閒的目的,但「短暫停留」又是一種怎樣的體驗呢?只是在天氣跟成長環境不同的地方「存在」的意思嗎?而「練習」又是如此內在的目的,那是自我成長必需經歷的嗎?

「踏足一直想去的冰島當然很高興,這一個月也認識了幾位重要的朋友,經歷了人生只有一次的經歷,但最後我覺得冰島跟北海道並不相似,我還是想在北海道長期生活一段時間,而冰島是一個我想去觀光的地方。」動身去尋找合適的居住之地,喜歡、能讓自己安心的地方,或就是家。

「純粹有種很合適的感覺,好像遇到一個喜歡的人。這個地方很安靜、緩慢,冷空氣很舒服,氣味很好。」哦!原來是像愛情。

「2021年,我申請到札幌學習日文一年三個月,本應在完成後半年內出境,但因為疫情,我又留在日本了。」現在回想起疫情那段日子,心裡其實有一份感激,我能跟全球人類一起經歷「停留」,而疫症也改變了人類如何看待時間及居留。

北海道的四季都呈現在美諺的畫中,純真、和諧的風格早在讀書時已是如此,技巧上當然有所增長,但她的畫如她的人,一直如此。她展覽的主題《Between Rooms》,除了〈Rehearsal〉,全都是她生活在北海道時,從不同空間看出去的風景,記錄她「鍾意」的北海道。

「剛到埗時,我好像小孩一樣,對我來說甚麼都是很新奇、沒見過的,每個地方、每個季節的景色都不一樣,所以我經常去散步。」

「 我最喜歡北海道的春天和冬天。春天時,四周長滿不同種類的花,之後兩年我也記得大概甚麼時候會開哪一種花,哪裡可以看怎麼樣的花。雖然秋天是非常的短暫,但滿天紅葉實在震撼人心,那時候雪蟲開始出現,讓人期待冬天的來臨。」美諺續說,「北海道的冬天從12月至3月中旬,雖然已差不多四個月,但再長一點也不緊要。那份寧靜像進入了另一個世界,我喜歡在冬天散步,喜歡踏在雪上的腳步聲。直到雪溶化,人行道慢慢地出現,春天的花慢慢綻放⋯⋯」

憧憬的生活、憧憬的白雪,像找到一個喜歡的人,便可長相廝守,那就是窗外的風景。

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When I first visited, everything was blanketed in snow, and upon my return, heavy snowfall accompanied me once again.

January of this year in Hong Kong, Taiwan, and Japan was exceptionally cold. The cold was so intense that frost formed on Tai Mo Shan in Hong Kong, attracting crowds of people eager to witness this rare sight. Similarly, many people traveled to Hokkaido to indulge in skiing and revel in the snow. Living in subtropical regions, we have a special yearning for snow—the ethereal, white world where everything appears soft and serene. Despite the cold, being embraced by the snow provides a sense of tranquility and calm.

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“Have you ever experienced a strong sense of familiarity with a place you barely know?” she asked.

“Absolutely. That’s precisely why I settled in Tainan instead of just passing through sojourning,” I replied. I knew Mei Yin long before she came of age. I was her senior in high school. Throughout the years, I witnessed numerous significant moments in her life: her graduation from the Academy of Visual Arts at Hong Kong Baptist University, the launch of a zine called OTTO with her friends, and even her own art exhibition. Looking back, she did move quite frequently, but I never questioned her reasons. I suppose it’s only as we grow older and gain the ability to choose our own living arrangements and lifestyles that we can truly define what “home” means to us.

“In 2018, I had the opportunity to participate in an art residency in Sapporo, Hokkaido, Japan for a month. I can’t quite put it into words, but I like the place immensely and wanted to live there for an extended period of time.” It was during this period that Hong Kong began undergoing gradual changes, prompting us to reassess and redefine the concepts of traveling and sojourning.

“Have you ever visited a place that evoked a similar feeling? There’s a painting in the exhibition that captures the view from the backseat of a car. Where is the place that it portrays?” In the painting, on the left side, you can see the back of the driver, with a portion of their face reflecting in the rearview mirror. Outside the car, a snowy road unveils itself, leaving us curious about its destination.

“Since my youth, I’ve always had a strong desire to visit Iceland. The painting you mentioned is called Rehearsal. By chance, I had the opportunity to visit Hokkaido, Japan, and instantly fell in love with it. Upon returning to Hong Kong, while I longed for Hokkaido, I also found myself thinking about Iceland. It led me to ponder: is my affinity for these two places merely a result of traveling, or do I genuinely hold a deep love for Hokkaido? To explore this, I decided to have a short stay somewhere snowy and tranquil before revisiting Japan. I considered it a ‘rehearsal’ of sorts.” The term “short stay” prompts contemplation. While travel is often associated with leisure, what does a “short stay” signify? Is it simply experiencing different weather from our usual surroundings? While “rehearsal” represents an intrinsic pursuit, could it also be an essential journey for personal growth?

“Stepping foot in Iceland, a place I had always yearned to visit, undoubtedly brought me immense joy. Throughout that month in Iceland, I forged meaningful connections with a few individuals who have become cherished friends, and I had a once-in-a-lifetime experience. However, in the end, I realized that Iceland and Hokkaido are vastly different in nature. While I yearn to spend an extended period of time in Hokkaido, Iceland remains a destination I would visit as a tourist.” Searching for a suitable place to live. A place one genuinely likes and feels at ease—A place to call home.

“It simply just feels right; a sensation similar to discovering someone you have a deep liking for. This place is quiet and slow and the cold air offers a sense of comfort and carries a pleasant fragrance.” Ah! So it’s like love.

“In 2021, I applied to study Japanese in Sapporo for a year and three months. Originally, I planned to leave after completing my studies within six months. However, due to the pandemic, I found myself staying there longer than expected.” Reflecting on the days of the pandemic, I can’t help but feel grateful. It allowed me to experience a shared sense of “stay” alongside the rest of humanity. The pandemic has altered our perception of time and the concept of staying in place.

Mei Yin’s paintings depict the four seasons of Hokkaido. Even during her student years, her artwork showcased a pure and harmonious style that remains consistent to this day. While her skill has undoubtedly evolved and refined over time, both her paintings and her essence have remained true. The exhibition, titled Between Rooms, revolves around Mei Yin’s life in Hokkaido and offers a compelling portrayal of the landscapes she encounters from various perspectives, documenting her profound love for Hokkaido.

“When I first arrived, I felt like a child because everything was entirely new to me. Each place I visited, and every season that unfolded, presented a distinct scenery, so I often went for walks.”

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“I love spring and winter in Hokkaido the most. During spring, flowers bloom everywhere. After spending two years there, I managed to remember approximately when each type of flower would bloom and where to find them. Though autumn is fleeting, the breathtaking display of crimson leaves leaves a lasting impression. It’s also the time when snow insects start to appear, building anticipation for the forthcoming winter,” Mei Yin shared. “Winter in Hokkaido lasts from December to mid-March, spanning almost four months. However, the duration doesn’t matter as much as the tranquility it brings, making you feel as if you’ve entered another world. I enjoy walking during winter, savoring the sound of my footsteps on the snow. This continues until the snow melts and the sidewalks gradually emerge, accompanied by the blossoming of spring flowers.”

Longing for an ideal life and the snowy landscape is like finding someone you adore and being able to share a journey together. A scenery unfolding outside the window.

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